i might move my blog from here to blogspot. so i can have comments and haters v(éΘè )v
…i’d like to make a nice layout, something close to that “Terminal” theme but less simple.

i still feel bad. nobody can help me but myself. i sometimes feel like life is boring but always bound to hurt you. i feel like everyone’s sad.

So… rambling tonight.

i should have done so much more during the last weeks. i didn’t because my mood went like a rollercoaster, plus i am super lazy. i’ve been sleeping a lot, working, then back to sleep, avoiding thinking too much.

i have a lot of ideas fashion-wise, cheap ideas i could easily turn into clothes and accessories. i posted a few pics of Manapyon, because she’s so much inspiration to me. i just love the way she combines colors like pink & red (my fav), a lot of cream-white, quilted fabric and wool, layers, ribbons, teddy bears. both comfortable and girly, that’s how i like it !

i felt, and still feel very anxious for months now. it’s hard on me… as it’s from the heart. someone very dear to me.

On friday, i’m going back to Paris. i think i’m going to treat myself everyday with strawberry milk, tea, and porridge  !

well i hate to think that 2011 will be a brand new start because i’m gonna be all like “noooo another shitty year” in a few months. OR WEEKS.

But, WHATEVER i feel i need to make a list :

- i’d like to work on fashion more. Make more of my own stuff. Stitching, sewing, crocheting as much as i can ;

- concentrate (or maybe stop being a control-freak, that’s the point…) on feeling better with myself ;

- find a nice job; at least something decent enough that won’t eat my feelings and make me feel like nothing but shit ;

- drawing and improving as much as i can ;

- stop being anxious because of love. EASY TO WRITE.

I wish i had a little lamb,

To hold him, and look into his deep, dark, wise and tender eyes,

And see the kindness of my heart through them.

I wish my right hand to be that little lamb

Wise and tender, going straight to people’s hearts.

When fear and modern life want to mold us into unloveable shapes,

Make this whole counterfeit world melt,

By the touch of my hand on your gentle shoulder.

J’essaye de mettre à jour asap… Plein de choses en cours.

BOULOT DODO BOULOT DESSIN DODO² JE NE FAIS QUE DORMIR J’HIBERNE JE ME SENS RONERI KANASHII KOKOROBOSOI ALORS JE DORS ENCORE UN COUP 

XOXO BABIES

HELLO WORLD !

J’ai finalement scanné un dessin en cours : POP ROMANCE.

I scanned a little work-in-progress : POP ROMANCE.

Et mon travail de samedi dernier, premier essai sur fond noir - The drawing I did last saturday, 1st time with black paper !

bye bye !